Moonxtal

04:07 pm: *sniffle*
Today's post is dedicated to my intense burning love for my Java Finch, Han. I love my birdie! ^^

Anyway, I'm, sitting here with allergies, or maybe a cold... I'm not entirely sure... It's fall, and I tend to get stuffy or cough from allergies, but my nose is unbearably stuffed! I had trouble sleeping, and breathing last night. But I don't feel 'sick' so I assume it's allergies.

My puppy dog got neutered on tues., and is wearing a baby shirt until the stitches heal. He looks so funny running around in the shirt! I feel bad he had to get the operation, and I'm rather pissed at the vet for charging me so much! $20 to give pochi 'fluids' because he was dehydrated? Hello! They could have given him some water! Besides, they told me not to let him eat or drink before the surgery! Jeeze... I think they tacked that on just to milk more money out of me. Thanks to the neutering, all my savings for the Mini May doll went flying out the door. On top of that, christmas is coming and I'll have to get presents for all my cousins. *sigh*

And then there's the news that at the plant where my mom works, they are laying people off right and left. So far, mom has avoided being 'let go' but I truly fear she might, and with only me and mark working, things around here with be super tight. Mini May is looking like a phantom dream, so far away. ;_;

I dunno what to do, I'm so scared that mom will loose her job. I'm already thinking about things I can sell for money, and stuff to turn off to save money, like the tv and switching to dial up again. God help me. I really shouldn't be such a cry baby about it. There are many more people with less than I... at least in other countries there are.

Also I'd like to send my wishes and prayers to the Amish community (not that they'd be able to read this anyway....) but I need to send it out in every way I can, how sorry I am for their loss. They of all people never deserve any kind of pain or suffering like that, but I guess it goes to show that evil exists every where. Don't tell my mother (who swears we're in Apocalypse) but I too am starting to believe the end of the world is coming. I don't think it's this soon, but it is coming.

11:55 pm: yawn
Just watched a marathon of meerkat manor... wow, I never knew there was so much drama to be had in a nature show! I feel for the little guys, I really do.

Been working hard and have gotten a raise, but I wonder how long before I screw up and that extra quarter an hour is wrenched from my fingers. :( I just did day one of my three day animal-a-thon, where I'll be cleaning animal shit at work for 3 days in a row! (fri. Sun. and Mon. with Sat. off in between) Oh well, beats waiting on costumers anyday. Just the other day my most hated group of costumers came in just as I clocked in. Every time these sisters (and some guy, I have no idea if he is related to the women or not) come in, they cause some sort of problems. Yesterday it was a return, that she told me she didn't open, she only looked at the pamphlet inside, but on further inspection, she may have opened the dropper after all. I gave her store credit, but honestly... I hate those women, they drive me up the wall with their damn attitudes. Like for example, when we were going to stop carrying flossies (a dog treat) they made such a stink, wanting discounts for ordering a box of them then returning it and so on... There are just some costumers that come in and I cringe. Why do people have to be so damn annoying?

Anyway, me and my boyfriend have been at each other's throats lately, I think it's because we're both tired and overworked... well, he's overworked that is, I'm only part time...
I want to get my new website up and running, but I've hit a creative block with the design. Tony my friend is helping, but I'm still stuck, I'm just not happy with what I do. :(
And honestly I want to do it myself, after all this will be my online portfolio, and I'm trying to represent me... it's just that I have so many styles in my art, that it's like herding cats... my ideas run all over the place. I'll have to brain storm more.

10:18 pm: Crikey
So I'm sure you've all heard the big news. Steve Irwin of the Crock hunter fame, died on Labor day from a sting ray barb through his heart. I can honestly say the moment I heard the news (early monday morning) I just shook my head and muttered something along the lines of: "I knew it would happen." And Honestly, I think we've all said from time to time how crazy that man was for rolling around with big ass crocodiles, handling venomous snakes with bare hands, and facing down all sorts of creepy crawly creatures that could kill you with a look. Ironic how he dies from a sting ray, a creature that rarely attacks and apparently there have only been a handful of fatal sting ray cases.

I knew it would happen eventually, we all did, but it's still a shock. I feel bad for his family, he left a wife and two young children behind. But then, he knew the risks he was taking on a daily basis. Like I said to my mother yesterday as we went to the zoo, "Steve Irwin is up wrestling crocodiles with the angels now." *sniff* I really did like the guy. He had a charm and an almost child like innocence to him. He will be missed.

05:25 pm: Pip's wig!
So After a week or so chomping at the bit for Pip's wig and new eyes to arrive, they finally came and I quickly gave her, her new look!

Naturally, because pip is more of a tomboy the bows didn't last long, but I managed to snap a few pictures of her looking all sweet and innocent.... yeah... right :P The bangs were very long and full, i had to trim some off to see pip's eyes!

I love her purple eyes! I think they will be staying for quite a while! I must have snagged the last pair because when I went back to see the other eyes, they were gone and replaced with rather plain looking ones. that makes me sad, I wanted to at least get the green, or lavender ones :( ah well...

I have to use tape to keep pip's hair on, as velcro is too bulky. But all in all, if any elfdoll owner was on the fence about the little elfdoll wigs, I assure you, it's worth it! It's just like the picture. So glad i got the wig, pip's old one was just too ratty looking. I couldn't stand it anymore!

12:34 am: That's it!
I've made up my mind. I cannot wait a moment longer. I must start saving up for a pocket fairy mini may. Long have I pined for one, only to have bluefairy shut down, then re-open. I dare not wait much longer.

If I had oodles of money, I'd get a few more dolls I've been dying for. I will someday get Arien a new body... someday T_T. I would love to get a Kill_U head from K-doll and a Rasen-dou Miyu head as well, as I hear the Rasen-dou bodies are utter shite. I've also had many visions of Unoa Lusis dancing in my head. There are so many more I'd love, but those are the ones I really have deep feelings for.

Until then... I can ream and hope I win the lotto! (Which would be a feat as I don't play the lotto at all)

12:25 am: Psst...
Lookit what I just bought for pip... ^^

Naturally I will be taking out the little bows in the hair, I bought it mainly because it had a picture. The website had more but no pictures next to it for most of the wigs I figured this way, I'd know for sure what pip would look like. It's so hard to find small wigs for elfdolls. Same with eyes that come in more colors than just brown, green, and blue. 9_9 I bought a baby bratz outfit, but the shirt barely covers pip's boobs. *_* I know pip has an impressive rack for a tiny doll, but really... I might have to sew on a little hem to the shirt.

As far as the dolls are, I have been buying them stuff but I haven't taken pictures or updated the website in almost a year. I'm getting back into my dolls, and I'm hoping to pick up where I left off last year around late oct. Don't take that to heart, I could just as easily put off taking pictures and whatnot... but it's a goal to look forward to... for me at least.

Blegh, I'm getting so unbelievably fat, and it's all because I can't walk for exercise like I used to. My knees have been hurting a lot lately, and I swear I can hear my knees grinding and popping when I go up hill, and in PA every road has a hill. :( I bought some glucosimine from the store today, and I'm debating on whether I want to maybe join a gym with a swimming pool, or maybe getting a treadmill so I won't have to go up hills. but honestly, We have no money or room in this house for a treadmill, and a gym could be a fortune each month for membership. what's a poor fat girl to do?

I've been cleaning up my computer too, deleting old photos, and making a folder for back up disks, let's just hope the comp doesn't die before I can save everything. *knocksonwoodcrossesfingers*

Work is same old, same old. There will be some big sale this weekend for labor day and I get to go in two hours earlier that usual. joy... -_- On the up side, I'm working with some of the people I like.

Well, it's late, and I should probably get some sleep. (yeah right :P )

02:02 am: Love, thy name is Kamikaze Girls! (a.k.a Shimotsuma Monogatari) I rented it the other day from my local hollywood video store. Honestly, I didn't know anything about it, all I knew, was it was the big thing in the dolly world because of all the lolita in it. I didn't know it was a comedy! Thankfully it was one that translated well for me. I had a blast watching it. It was so over the top sometimes I was just rolling with laughter. Great story, something I haven't had from a movie in a while. (save for PotC of course ;) It will becoming part of my collection soon!

I also watched the hills have eyes and I shudder at that one. Violence, blood, gore... I can handle all that, but this movie had rape, and that made me sick to my stomach. I can't handle alot of situations in movies that deal with sex in a graphic way... I just can't. But other than the rape scene... it was a thrill ride for sure. as weird as it is to say this...I'd just prefer they kill the girl to raping her... or at least having the hero(es) come save her before anything happens, you know? Maybe you don't.... maybe I'm just crazy in my own special way. Blegh, now I feel sick thinking about that stupid movie... *O*

12:25 am: Grrr
Franky is wearing out his welcome very fast. Between his constant barking at my cat, chewing on things he's not supposed to chew on, and using my room as his personal toilet.... -_- I'm trying very hard not to kill him ^^;; Even pochi is getting fed up with him. At first pochi was sharing his food, toys and chew treats with him nicely, but now they're constantly fighting for the big chew bone. Franky needs to go home soon!

Also, I've been training to take care of the animals in my store. With a few people gone (either quitting or transfered to other stores) we all have to pull double duty around the store, all save the manager. -_- *rubbs temples* No, he's as anal as usual.. :P His wife, (who soley was there for the animals and birds) is now going to learn the register as well. It must be bad if she's gonna learn the rgister... so now almost everyone will know the registers, we'll have 3 people who can do the animals, 3 for the fish dept., and plenty for stock. now if only the manager could ring on the registers ;) Honestly, I find it rather odd that he can't... I mean, how does one become a manager without knowing the basics? I thought you had to work your way up to stuff like that. Guess I was wrong :/

Anyway... they're working me like a dog, but that's ok, I need the $$! Well, better get to bed... I have work at the crack of dawn. :(

11:30 pm: Hot Dog!
Today, and through the weekend I'm puppy sitting my cousin's baby weenier dog! His name's Franky and he's such a cutie. Pochi is getting along with him really well, playing and stuff. Right now they are having a slumber party in Franky's crate. So Cute!

11:08 pm: And the scumbag owner award goes to...
Ok, so I'm at work tonight, and it's been pretty hot today. I mean hot, muggy and almost hard to breath type weather. I was working in the store when this girl and her mom come in to talk to the fish dept. As they were chatting her daughter (who was maybe a few years younger than I) heard a dog barking. Now I work in a place where I hear dogs bark 500 times a day, I've managed to tone it out. But the barks were coming from a car parked outside of the chinese/japanese restaurant that's 2 stores down from us. The dog was in the car with the windows up! They talked to a lady who had been waiting there for over 10 mins. hoping the owners would come out, but they didn't. After they told us, and the girl who was supervisor for the night went down to the restaurant to let them know that someone in their place had left a dog in their car, we waited for another 20 mins. for the owners to come out. Still nothing, it was then that we called the police. As we were waiting, some costumers asked why were were crowded up front and watching the window, I told them the story and one guy got PISSED! He (followed by his wife) went down and stormed in the restaurant. I had to stay in the store, But I heard him when the dirtbag couple finally came out. They (the dirtbags) quickly left, with the guy shouting obscenities at them. lol He yelled stuff like "you're in there eating while your dog is dying in the car! I hope your dick falls off and you stay soft for the rest of your life! Why don't you leave your bitch (he was referring to they scumbag's female companion) in the car for a few hours and see how she likes it!" We shouted that we had their license plate numbers. The girl and her mom had the good thought to write down the license plate # for the police. When the k9 unit finally did show up 10 mins after the dirtbags left, the police found that the owners didn't have car insurance, and would have citations for animal cruelty.

*shakes head* What morons we live with now a days. I mean honestly... I didn't see them come into the store, so they went to go out to eat and brought their dog? how asinine!

12:30 pm: yay... 9_9
Another boring day where i go to work. Fuf...fun...

Ok, so a couple days ago a costumer reestablished #2 of my most hated things that costumers do that fucking piss me off. She was trying to buy cat treats for $9.57 or something and was expecting to get the .43 back in change. YOU CAN"T DO THAT! IT"S A FUCKING COUPON! You HAVE to spend at least $10 to redeem the coupon. So she got pissy when I explained it to her and she stormed off in a huff. Now here's the funny part, she came back for her kitty treat coupons that she was also using for the treats. 9_9

I hate people. I'm serious, if I had a FREE 10 dollar coupon, I could find something at least $10 to spend it on. All she had to do was get a .99 fuzzy mouse, or a .75 cat treat sample from off the 1,000 quick buy displays near the register. honestly. I hate people.

So I'm starting to slowly sink my teeth back into the doll world. But being in a state of poor, I can only window shop and sigh over all the cool things for dolls (and all the new dolls that came out while I was hibernating). It kills me to see some people who have 37 dolls and are buying them sometimes 2 at a time! *coughblastmilkcough* Haha, not that I'm jealous or anything. :) I just wish I had a better paying job.

Oh speaking of which, My BF was supposed to get a big fat bonus from his work, and they screwed him over.... big time! All the workers got screwed (and most of them probably deserved it) but the management got a super good bonus. So he's very pissed off. I can understand, he's put his soul into this place, covered when someone called off to go to a concert or party, came in on understaffed days, came in on super busy days to help out. Just about anytime they called him, he was there, and that's how they thank him? Needless to say, he's looking for a new job ;)

Well, that ends another transition from me... see y'all when i feel like updating again.

11:29 pm: Fuck
Well, I just pissed off my boyfriend to the max... Was supposed to wake him up for work, and I dropped the ball... by about an hour >.<
I'm so in the dog house... He's gonna be pissy for a while, so I'm laying low... very low, like groveling in dirt low... yeah.

Other than that, I have been hiding indoors away from the hot sticky heat of summer's armpit. God I hate humidity.

Now here's my annual bitch about costumers rant.
Top 10 things that fucking drives me insane about the costumers at work:

10: Parents who bring in their 15 children and let them run loose in the store.
Last week, this guy and his two hellspawn came in, those little brats trashed the place, made all sorts of noise, ran around the store and were an all around pain in the ass. I couldn't wait for them to leave, because I was on the verge of killing the little bastards and shoving their corpses into the bulk bird seed.

9:People who pay with checks. Now, my own mother pays with checks, but honestly, it needs to die, the debit card is sooo much more convenient and well, faster.

8: People who start to check out, then run off to get 'something else'. Ok, if you're not done shopping, don't get in line! Or if you do forget something... for the love of god, hurry and get it fast. I hate it when someone wanders off for 15 mins. and I'm standing there waiting, cause she said, "I'll be right back", so naturally I'll wait a bit, then get started on the next person in line, that's when the woman comes back and gets pissy, because I didn't wait for her, and she has to stand in line again.

7: People who leave fucking 50lb bags of dogfood on my register and run off saying "can I leave this here for a second?" Ok, first off, we have carts and baskets... retards... 2nd I only have so much space on my counter that's free of promotional clutter for the costumers that are checking out. 3rd, No... You can't leave your crap here, because someone might take it without realizing they did so. it's happened before.

6: People who have a cart full of stuff, and try to pile every last bit of it on my 3 feet of space counter! God! Just let me bag a little first, then add more when there's room, don't keep piling crap on, and messing me up as I scan.

5: People who buy dog/cat food, then complain that their dog eats better than they do. Ok, one, most dog food runs a buck per pound. Second your dog goes through that bag about one a month, or one every other week or so, depending on the dog. It requires no preparations, you scoop or pour and serve. And if you have such a problem with the cost, get rid of the fucking animal! YOUR DOG DOES NOT EAT BETTER THAN YOU DO!

4: People who feel the need to squeek a toy five thousand times before deciding to buy it. For the love of god, it squeeks, what more do you want!? Now buy it and get the fuck out!

3: The free samples. Ok, this could count as a few things, but I boiled it down to just one spot. We have free samples of food/treats at our registers. People are so fucking cheap that they grab 15 samples for their 15 dogs/cats, or they freak out when there are no cat samples, or that one particular sample they wanted to try. Hello, we've had samples for a long time now, we will get more in eventually! Geeze, it's a free promotional thing, and they get so huffy about it.

2: People who get pissy that they can't use their FREE $10 COUPON on dog food. Said coupon is given out after filling out a punch card.
Ok, nevermind you can use it on treats, toys, shampoos, leashes, bowls, collars, flea medication..ect.ect.ect. Anything in the store but the regular dog/cat food and live animals. I had a woman rip up her coupon because she couldn't get money back for it, and she couldn't use it on dog food. I told her about all the things in our store that it was good on, but apparently, she never bathes the dog, or gives it toys, or treats, or whatever. Apparently all she ever buys that dog was food. Riiiight...

And the #1 thing that drives me up the fucking wall is:

1: "Look mommie! it's Doooorrrrieeee!"
I fucking swear to god! If I hear the name Dorie or Nemo again, it will be too soon! The salt water fish are right up front, and there's a huge tank with a big ass dorie fish in it. I hear that phrase every day, 20 times a day. And every kid says it the same way. "Doooooorrrriiiiieeee" it drills into your skull and reverberates in your head for hours.

Fucking kill me.
Thankyou.

11:28 pm: Yawn
Yuck, it's been soooo HOT these past few days... not only hot, but unbearably humid! You could cut the air with a knife. So our almost 30 year old microwave finally died on us earlier last week. God rest it's soul. That thing has 3 buttons and a DIAL! That's right... it had to be one of the original microwaves ever made. Sure, I probably won't be able to have children because the radiation probably gave me uterin cancer... but damn if it didn't perform great for those 20 some odd years! I'll miss it T_T

We got a new microwave, and a room air conditioner... however the air conditioner, is coming slowly, do to the problems we keep running into installing it into the window. the manual is a piece of shit.

So I have to work tomorrow, thank god I'm working with one of the girls there that doesn't drive me crazy. Well, no one but the head manager really drives me nuts, but this one woman and i seem to have connected. I like talking to her, cause she's nice and doesn't have any weird vibes that some of the other coworkers send out. I dunno... maybe it's me... but some of them irk me a little.

I haven't really done anything creative in a while, because I've been throwing myself into making products on IMVU. It's an outlet for my creativity, but other than that, it's been eat, sleep, work and IMVU. I really should get started on my new website, but I know next to nothing about FTP and all that jazz... it's a bit overwhelming. I think I'll get my friend tony to help me out.

02:56 pm: Grrr
My boyfriend is driving me nuts! He keeps doing all those little things that piss me off, like leaving cups that are wet with water on wooden surfaces, losing my earrings, eating my snacks and now, spending my money. I'm trying not to let these little things tick me off, but they are... I must be tired, because stuff like that never bothered me much before.

So anyway, the other night I was working and a woman came in looking for her wallet. I found said wallet a few days back, sitting amongst the thousand and one quick selling items that littered our registers. (that's a rant for another day) Nobody at the time claimed it, so i threw it into my drawer, thinking I would put it in the office later. Naturally... I forgot all about it until the woman described the wallet. I opened the drawer, and there it was! She was so thankful that she gave me a hug and $10! Woohoo!

My reward has now vanished, and Mark says it's because my mom used it to buy milk... well last time I checked, milk didn't cost $10! I'm just a little pissed, because nobody asked me if they could use it. I hadn't even decided what I was going to do with it. T_T

Meh, I may not be able to re-subsrcibe to the Glenn Beck show online, cause mom doesn't want to use her credit card... plus we're shutting off the cable, so no Glenn beck on tv either. This sucks! I hate being poor. :( The bills have been pretty bad lately, and we're tightening our belts. So, dial up internet, no cable tv, no credit card purchases, no nothing save food and bills can be bought... I want my glenn beck! *cries*

I did the shopping for the animals last week, pochi and cat have enough food for a month at least, pochi got his fur cut, so that should last for a month or so. Han, my java finch, is good on seed, and if I buy more, it's only like a few bucks. I haven't bought anything for the dolls in a long while, and we won't rent any movies for a while either. Besides we have a ton of movies at home. All I really want is to see pirates of the caribbean in the theaters, and maybe glenn beck. That's all I want! I'll see if I can convince mom to at least let me get glenn again.

Ok... enough of my sob stories. Time for puppy pictures! Pochi got a lion cut on the 3rd for the hot weather, and he's looking good!






And here's a rather artsy one from one of the Small dog socials, pochi attended.

11:59 pm: So tired...
Ok, so yesterday I got my fluffy little pomeranin clipped. ^^ He now looks like a little lion, with a big fluffy mane and tail. But I'm sure he's happier because it's so much cooler for him. I'll take a picture soon.

Today was a crappy day. it rained on and off all morning, I missed most of the 4th of july parade because I had to work. :( I heat that, even if I am getting paid Holiday pay... It sucks to be stuck at a job and watching all the people who had the weekend off parade in just to buy doggies treats for their dog.... Geeze, it couldn't wait a day?! Anyway, it was just me, the rookie guy moving into ass. supervisor, and the lady who does the animals. At least I wasn't with the main manager... He drives me nuts, with his anal-ness.

So after catching just half the parade, getting soaked, working for 7 hours, finally, I got to go over to my grandparents house to light my fireworks! (yay) It sprinkled in the middle there, but i managed to get them mostly lit, went to see the public display, then went back to set off the rest. I thing I inhaled enough smoke to cause lung cancer.... But I had fun, and so did Pochi, he was a bit afraid of the fireworks and the little fire crackers we set off, but if I held onto him he was ok.

Well anyway... i'm dead tired, so i'm off to take a shower and go to bed. Honestly, I should have tomorrow off, but I work in the evening. I'll bet the manager is gonna get on my case for accepting a check over $100 again. 9_9 you know, I only seem to mess up when he's in charge... wonder why that is... hmm

Ok, I'm leaving now... g'night

12:56 am: it's almost 1 am, I can't think of a subject
Well, too Pochi to the vet ...um... yesterday and his knee caps are not getting any better, in fact his right knee cap is loosening up... he needs to get surgery, and that's gonna be a fortune. he also have to be nurtured, and that's gonna cost us a bit too... all i can do for now is give him glucosomine for his joints.

I get to work on the 4th of July (yippie 9_9 ) but at least it's a 10am to 5 pm shift, I won't miss the fireworks. I have a huge collection of fireworks my self, been collecting them since late may ^^. Now that fire works are legal here in PA, I've been looking forward to the 4th for sometime. Not that the stupid law ever stopped me, or anyone else for that matter, from buying and setting off fireworks. the cops always over looked it on the 4th.

Mark did a sweet thing and bought me the first season of The Venture Bros. I love Brock and the adventures/stories, are so freaking funny! I really shouldn't be enjoying it so much as we are desperately poor, and bills are getting backed up. We have all agreed to sacrifice for the greater good, and we are going without alot of things for a while until we can get back on our feet. *sigh*
But still, the venture bros. will soften the blow, especially since we're cutting the cable tv, and DSL. Oh, I'll still have dial up.. *cringes* but I doubt I'll be online as much because of it.

I may even take pictures of the dolls again soon. We'll see.

11:31 am: Wow
*dusts off her journal and coughs*

Wow, it's been what, years since I've updated? Ok, maybe not years... but well, I've been lazy and rather apathetic lately. My poor dollies are snuggled up in their chair for a while now. I feel bad, but not bad enough to do something about it :P I have bought more doll sized goodies, I just think I burned myself out with a full year or so of nonstop picture taking and whatnot. My latest toy is my dog, for whom I fawn over like a child. Pochi loves it. I gave away 2 cats to gain a Java finch. Pierre went back to cat sense, and Kitten is living next door, where he is referred to as lincoln. He'll always be kitten to me. ^^

I'm still working at the pet shop, and my boyfriend has moved in. I bought a web domain (moonxtal.com) but I have yet to do anything with it. I seem to be spending most of my time on IMVU making stuff for my avatar, and gaining a small following. I've been quiet on the doll, furcadia and neopet front. I pop in from time to time, but over all I've been a lazy slug. I dunno, I have the blah's as I call them.

So anyway... I'm not dead...

01:11 pm: Meh...
I haven't updated in months and when I do, it's for this...


Not only am I not even fashionably late... I totally missed the whole party.
My Batgirl?...well, she could be... I'm pretty sure her superhero logo is on the front of her shirt. Too bad she's not facing us, now isn't it.
There are 100000 better batgirls out there...sorry I wasted your time with mine.
(and why does she look so familiar? I drew her off the top of my head... I swear she looks familiar >.< )
Batgirl thing

10:56 pm: ranting/whining time
Well, today was the Grand opening of the very first Super Dollife store in America! I'm jealous of all those who get to go and order their dream doll. *sigh* I wish I lived in LA. Who knows... maybe someday there will be one here on the east coast, probably in New York. But then, If I go to California some time this summer, maybe, just maybe, I might be able to swing by and pick up a few things.

The car still isn't fixed, and the price has risen. >_< Skimpy christmas this year. I swear, it's like fate is just waiting for the christmas season to dump all it's bad karma onto me and my mom. 9_9
So I'm still forced to take the bus to and from work. It sucks, especially now that it's getting cold.
And what the hell is it with people beeping at me as they drive by? Are they trying to make themselves feel better at beeping at me?

Loser: *beepbeep* Look. I have a car and you don't! :B

or are they trying to support me with their beeps?

Loser: *beepbeep* You go girl! Ride that bus! :B

or are they people who know me... and if that's the case... PULL OVER AND PICK MY ASS UP!
Jeezuz...

04:08 pm: Eh...
Poor Arien... I don't think I'll be able to afford his new body for christmas. There's so much I have to pay for...
Like our (me and mom's) car needs to practically be rebuilt. The transmission went to hell in a hand basket. So this year, the dolls will get some clothing and a few toys. I have my eye on some things. Oh, I did get this for Pixie! (she won't get it till christmas tho.)

It's so cute! ^^

This will be Pochi's first christmas, I wonder how he'll react to the christmas tree. His butt will be kicked on a daily basis, I'm sure. I can't wait till it snows, I'll bet he'll love to play in it.

I can't believe it's so close to thanksgiving.. I wish I could spend it with Mark... but he thinks maybe he can make it back out here after christmas. He's working two jobs now, I feel for him, I really do. Thankfully the new job is a piece of cake, or chocolate, as the case may be... He's working at a chocolate shop in the same mall as the video store he works at now. Mmmm chocolate. :)~~~~ You know I requested he bring me some when he visits. It's too bad the new job eats up all his free time.. Our phone convos are now down to a few mins every other night. He sounds like a zombie. My poor baby.

Ok, so here's the secret as to why he's working himself to death.... *whispers* Hopefully, he'll be able to move out here with me by spring... or at least that's the plan. *squee!* I'm crossing my fingers.

My big plan is to go out the San Diego sometime this summer, (with Mark) and visit my friend Tony, who is living everyone's favorite dream of hob nobbing and rubbing elbows with rising indie bands. I'm so jealous. :P He sends me links to great bands, one of which I'm listening to, right now. myspace.com/motionless *pimp*pimp*

Someday... someday... I'm gonna move out the San Diego I swear! I just dunno if I can take living on another planet :P California is so topsy turvy compared to what I believe in. And they have Arnold as Governor... Should I be afraid?